writing
-
Healing
I am now two weeks post-op. Recovery is going well, albeit slower than I had anticipated. I continue to experience fatigue, lymphedema, and intermittent pain, but I am making progress, one day at a time. On the brighter side, all my scans have finally come back clear! And in an unexpected, almost unbelievable turn of… Continue reading
-
One Year
Has it really been a year already? A year ago, I wrote about navigating doctors and referrals. The process had begun leading me toward a journey I never imagined I would have to take. Today, I find myself in good spirits, mainly because I have been able to run again. I just finished a 30-minute… Continue reading
-
Routine
I return to the normal routine tomorrow. The two-hour commute and work. The routine I knew before all of this. This time I’m committing myself to working only eight hour days. Why? Because I don’t want to spend most of my time at work anymore. There’s a burning desire inside of me now to accomplish… Continue reading
-
At Your Bedside
I’m sitting at your bedside, watching you breathe what may be your final breaths. You lie there looking so frail, your body reduced to a skeletal frame. It is a terribly sad sight. You sleep now. Your eyes haven’t opened for more than a week. Dad is out for a little respite, taking a drive… Continue reading
-
Strong Day
Enjoying my last strong day before beginning a new treatment tomorrow. I spent the day doing something simple…reading and relaxing. I finished The Wilder Way by Eva Zu Beck, a memoir about a woman who chooses to live life on her own terms, traveling the world and building an unconventional life as a travel journalist.… Continue reading
-
Let’s Talk About Altruism
Altruism is defined as the unselfish concern for the well-being and happiness of others, often resulting in behaviors that benefit someone else at a personal cost. The word is derived from the French autrui, meaning “other people.” Altruism is characterized by actions such as volunteering, donating, or making sacrifices to help those in need. Behavioral… Continue reading
-
Cardiotoxic
“Are you ready for me to give you your shot?” Kyle, my infusion nurse for the week, stood in the doorway of the cramped infusion room where I sat reclined, staring somewhere between the ceiling tiles and my own uncertain future. “Let’s do it,” I said, pushing my reclined chair upright. “I think this one… Continue reading
-
2026
I always looked forward to the New Year. It felt like a clean reset, a chance to begin again, to set fresh goals, to believe in infinite possibility.Now it’s 2026, and I can’t say it feels the same. I’m grateful to be here, truly, but the familiar spark is muted. The enthusiasm doesn’t arrive as… Continue reading
-
Another Christmas
There are moments when you realize life will never return to what it once was. The moment itself is brief, almost unremarkable, but the awareness stretches far beyond it, settling in and refusing to leave. I don’t pretend to understand life. I move through it the only way I know how, by following the rhythm… Continue reading
-
The Art Project
“Would you be interested in an art project today?” The woman approached my recliner just as the infusion bag emptied and the final flush began to drip. Her name tag identified her as a volunteer. She carried a clear tote filled with tiny craft supplies: small cotton balls, glitter, ribbon. She held up the finished… Continue reading
